Imma dumb,dumb in r'ship..so don't date me..

Everythings not right in every feelings.
All i wanna sayy,im sorry cause im such a mute wen it comes to guys..
Perhaps,dats my only problem,nnn how i hate myself for that..~!
I wish i could be lyk other girls hu just dun care bout wat image they portray to public, but my self pride n shyness just freezes everything.
Am i such a nerd,
A foolish, ignorant, dumb girl,weird,
Hu just cares bout her own feelings.. ?!?!?
I dun wish tu make myself look so dumb but tts wat i feel now..
If only i've explored Singapore more,denn i wudnt be such a hollow person in searching for a perfect place to haf fun and spend tym with my love.
If only i had that freedom,maybe im not hu i am now..Protective parents are a problem too..nnn now im such a loser..
Im just sorry and that i am the cause for the awkwardness we alwayys face...

p.s:Happy two month btw...