What's wrong?

You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, even months analyzing a situation, trying to put the pieces together. Justifying what could've, should've, would've happened. Or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move on.

It's really late and i'm lost.
I'm totally lost as to where am i going to.
My life, my feelings..
It's all soo distorted.
Why do i have to face these things.
Just when i've learned to get up,
I'm crushed again..
I've let myself drown in a bucket af tears for hours.
Waiting, and waiting, and forever waiting...
Oh why do you have to do this to me?
What wrong have i done...
I don't know you anymore..
I feel like in a glimpse of time,
You've changed..
Just like the breeze which only knows how to whisper the sounds of winds,
Yet unable to convey any real message
It's hard to understand,
Figuring every littlest things you do or say..
I'm trapped..
I feel like the kite that you used to hold onto the end of the string,
But now, you let me go,
And im blown away following through the winds...
I need answers..
And again you left me hanging....
Why does things have to be so difficult.
is it so hard to say that perhaps,
Your feelings has fade?
Is it?
I know it's going to hurt,
But it hurts more with every inch of your silence..
Why, oh why..? :'(
Those tears were never dry, even when i dried it..
I'm so sorry.

To all, Happy Valentines Day, and Happy CNY...