Don't make me cry, now that you've make me happy..♥

Honestly, from the deepest in my heart, i know this love is so true.
It feels so real, that i am afraid to even think if i am going to lose him.
I've lost those i loved many times, that it makes me sad to think another one whom i've gave my heart and soul, would leave me too.
It's the scared and frightened feeling that keeps haunting me.
I'm just scared and i wish he would be with me every second.
I sound so insecure.
Yes, i am insecure,
and its because of jerks who are just selfish and keeps tearing me apart.
I lost faith in love, but i'm trying my best to gain it back to be with him.
I don't know why i'm crying again after so long, i'm feeling happiness.
He loves me so much and yes, i do feel his crazy love for me, but why do i still feel afraid?
I must be strong and i believe in his love.
I pray to god, he would be the one for me now.
Cause seriously, it feels different to know he's the one.
Insyallah, DIA akan memberkati cinta kita berdua. Amin. ♥