Never thought it would end this way...

I'm gonna be okay...

Why does my love story always has to end with me lost..

Just where did it all go wrong?

Its been 10 dayys, actually 1 mth i guess without e cntcting part.

I just reli wanna get over him but why is it soo hard??!!

I hate myself. I reli do. Why do i put my heart and soul fully to someone whom i guess wsnt as serious as how i was..he might be enjoying and im lyk a weak duckling!

Here i am always dazing thinking bout somethings that i know i'll never get the answers and turn the time back....argh! Love's reli crap when some reli don't undrstand it. I'm sick of getting involve in any r'ship animore. reli serik. sorry guys,it'll take me longer this tym round to be fully off him. And i reli don't noe why. Maybe coz i loved him too much that im suffering to the max to accept that he left me....

Fikiranku sering melayang

Terbayang saat-saat kita berdua

Aku rindu akan dirinya pada setiap waktu

Sampai hati dia meninggalkan daku seorang diri

Mana pergi janjinya untuk menyintaiku 'forever and ever'?

So in love with him that it hurts when he left me...

I hate tearing up when i hold on to that glass bottle..

I feel like throwing it away so i won't keep remembering him,

But its too painful to throw those memories...

He took my heart and he threw it away,

Nvr returning it bck..

I guess its gonna be memories that wyl nvr come bck.

Ku sanggup menitiskan airmata setiap malam jika itu dapat mengurangkan kerinduanku terhadapnya...

I wish to be a white paper again.

No scribbles on me..

Just a plain paper which is so plain that you don't dare to tear, write or do anitin to it..

But just to decorate it with colours...

even tho i really loved you,i gotta smile coz i DESERVE to..