Oh how do i put this...

I am so confused to what i'm facing.
My heart is split into two.
One part tells me that i should hold on, whereas the other tells me to just move on.
I don't want to be a selfish person, and what i'm doing now is real selfish.
How do i put this.
I am afraid.
I'm just afraid that the something i'm afraid of, will happen.
And true enough i'm seeing the hints.
I'm sorry as i may seem to not know.
It's because i can't.
Have always liked you as a friend.
Have always cared you as a friend.
And will love you, as a friend.
I'm guilty if ever what i'm afraid of happened.
I'm sorry cause i've hurt you...