Guilty

I keep going back here. :|



I'm currently still struggling with my essay. By far this is the most taxing essay ever.
I can't believe I'm still at it after one whole day cracking my brain. I'm exhausted and am really drained.
Exams are coming and I'm at the very edge of just crumbling down.
Yes, mentally and physically, as well as emotionally. Shoots. I need my Happy Pills.:(
Again, i'm alone tonight. Boyfriend slept already i guess since he didn't reply me after my last text at 11 plus. I miss him alot alot. *sigh*
This always happens. Night comes, i'm alone, and i feel sad. But oh well, i just gotta get used to these things.
I'm lucky twitter is there for me, and now blogger.
Yea, yea, i know, these are just virtuals to rant my stuffs, but i can't always expect people to be there for me every single time. Although i wish to have someone who would stay up with me just like how i always will for them.
They have their lives too, and it does not only revolves around me, so yea, i pretty well understand.
I just miss my baby.
Okay that's all for tonight. The more i blog, the more guilt i have for stopping a minute or two updating this place. haha.
Look, i've already produced a whole chunk of paragraph.
I can do it! Let's go. G.O go! *late night lameness*