Insomnia

It's nearly 4am and i just can't freaking sleep. Haven't even touch on my essay. oh my...
Something's wrong with me, i know.
But i don't know exactly what.
Something's bothering me.
But i just can't seem to figure it out.
It beats me sometimes.
And i know sighing is bad.
Tonight's a lonely night. It's the weekend, and i only have Sunday to go out and somehow be exposed to 'earth'.
Cause later on, i'm going to be glued infront of microsoft words, typing away like a maniac. Haish.
It's cold, and i feel lonely. I'm layan-ing youtube. First was Hindi songs, then parts of movies, and guess what, now i'm at jiwang songs, and 'Seperti Dulu' by Exists is on repeat mode. Wth?
Boyfriend's out with friends, and it's suchha pity i can never join.
Yarh, yarh, curfew and all, and it's kinda late...Dread strict life sometimes, but oh well, i'm happy with the freedom i have up till this date.
Don't wanna have another uber long post.
When i start typing, i speak nonsense cause i type instantaneously with my blabbering thoughts.
I guess, i shall sleep after publishing this post.
Boyfriend still not home. :(
I think i'm having the severe-missing-him-kinda-syndrome. Thats why.
Okay let's shut up and go to sleep. Gotta wake up early cause mama and ayah going over my cousin's nikah, and i'll have to do all those chore. Sianz. Essay somemore! arghhhh!
ESSAYS, I DREAD YOU. :(


Sidetrack: Got a shock of my life! Haha. My phone just vibrated like shit cause it's my 4am alarm. WTH, i forgot to switch it off! I'm alone, hence for this stupid sidetrack. LOL


Kaykay, shall sleep now..Goodnight!


P.S: I still can't believe i'm blogging again. -.-


Shall end with a pretty photo of myself in a hindi costume. ehem,ehem! hahah. Full of myself and perasan right? I KNOW. Thank you! hehehe. :p
Enjoy the song video i've posted too! :)

Namaste! xoxo.